1. The thirst
     I need
I am
      Without it
A child’s thickened frontopolar cortex
A screen flicker
A shrunken plant cell
      Yet
When the truck plays 
 Pop! Goes the Weasel
I submit my thirst to be
      Overwritten
2. When you change plans
I am seven again
Dragging art books along the concrete
When my ride never shows
I want to tell you you are a broken phone tree
But I wait
      Truth is
I’m grateful for your self
      Awareness
3. You can fall asleep during meditation
There is no timeline for when the thoughts
      Arise
Will no longer
      Drain you
But one day
      Tiredness
Will be another state of energy
4. I think the thought,
“I am not thinking anything”
It is the closest I have been
To still water
I pace between a hospice bedside
And the neighbor’s casserole
      Tomorrow
I find out the knot in my lungs
Is a bouncy ball
And I jump around
5. I fear there’s no point to
      Any of this
No bounds leapt
      Worth
Leaving the dishes in the sink
Acceptance is stasis
      Right
Except now
I did not notice the dishwater gray
Nor the wafting tulip breeze of an
      Open
Kitchen window
I did not see you come in or leave
The room
      I will keep
      Looking